Tantric Life Healing
Tantra is often being confused with sex meanwhile there is much more to it! It is a completely different experience that opens up a new dimension of love and life understanding.
Like the majority of European women at the age of 30+ I had quite an experience of sexual relationships with men. I was very attached to some of them and some appeared in my life for a short period of time. I gained almost all of the possible experience that life can offer, but I still wanted more than that, wanted an emotional experience of different level, which I knew existed, but did not know where to find it! This inner search brought me to Tantra path. I always knew that significant life change is only possible through growth and everything life gives us depends on who and what we are.
A woman often wants more than just sex, and even if sex takes place quite often she is not fully satisfied. My tantric experience helped me understand why. Usually when a man and a woman touch each other, they are not in the now, they do not interact totally when they are centered in their own personalities, i.e. bearing all the angst, complexes, attachments, etc.
Trying to find my way out of endless disappointments in my private life, I went to a Tantra master to consult. After diagnosing he offered me to go through a tantric ritual in order to purify my Svadkhistana chakra, which didn't work properly producing the majority of issues with men. I inherited it as a negative karmic lesson and this ritual will heal my karma, he said.
I felt that I can trust him and also had an impression that he's got the genuine Knowledge. Most of all I wanted to get rid of everything that blocked my energy.
The Tantra master explained me in detail how the ritual will be carried out and we started with mouth breathing. I could feel that he was doing a very serious job, the room filled with very strong energies and he approached me. We started breathing in the same rhythm and brought it in a circle: I breathed out and he breathed in and vice versa.
Suddenly I could feel my Kundalini energy - hot waves appearing in the lower part of my stomach and going up. Gradually the whole of my body was full of passion and he moved even closer to me and we started caressing each other. Our communication turned to telepathic level and the whole ritual went like a beautiful and harmonious dance. I never before felt such a strong masculine energy without usual level of aggressiveness and domination, which men normally display.
This experience was absolutely different from those I had before. It was my first time with a real Tantrika, with a highly developed man. Some of my ex-boyfriends were into Tantra and considered themselves Tantrikas only because they could control their ejaculation. Thanks to the master I became aware that what they did was just a technique of blocking ejaculation and they never had the real Tantra state of mind. Meanwhile Tantra is the highest experience of Love!
The feeling of freedom was unbelievable! I could feel his unconditional love, acceptance and respect. He was in real contact with me in the now. We were in love, giving each other our souls, like a God and a Goddess, but yet kept unattached. His high energy directed me, brought me to his level and helped me reach a certain state of understanding. During the ritual I was in absolute joy and pleasure, my Kundalini energy went up freely and eventually I felt a slight and very unusual giddiness - a deep karmic healing happened.
After we said good bye to each other I didn't feel any angst to never see him again or loosing him like it happened with other men. Again for the first time in my life after this sexual contact I was full of energy and recognised that this is the real goal of relationship between a man and a woman!
The fullness lasted for nearly one month and there was no need of physical contact. Soon after the ritual my life started to change in many ways, the negative mind programs that blocked my energy disappeared and I became more successful in business and private life.
My high level of energy allowed me to see the reality in a different light and get rid of negative life perceptions resulting in better body and mind condition.
This became the greatest experience in my life ever that helped me understand that sexual energy and sexual relationship are extremely important for being happy and in fact we are not getting enough education in this respect at all!
Paula, 35
